More photographs to come. I like this time of year when the air feels crisp. I feel motivated and inspired to do whatever I haven't done yet. Dig deeper in every direction, regardless of what I may or may not find. We shall see. Till next time x
I have everything I need. All I need now is a yellow rose then she has everything she needs. In an attempt to get back into the habit of taking lots of photographs, I uploaded some new ones. I don't really know what I think of them. I guess all I know is that my life right now is not all about photography.
Around about the time when I posted my last journal up here, I was at a very strange and unfamiliar turning point in my life. It was all or nothing; everything could have gone with my interests at heart, or without them. Despite what I wrote in my last journal, that I was okay and looking forward to the changes that were coming up, I was entirely and outright petrified to the core.
Since I have been so mentally occupied lately, I havent really focussed on myself in anyway, which is not inescapably a bad thing. It has come to my attention that things have worked out. I am happy, and that is the first time I have said that in a long time and meant it. Be it love, my future, family and friends; there is not much I can fault. I have found a balance, it has been hard to find, but I think this time it will stick.
The more this perplexes me, I slowly realise that I owe most of this to a certain new person in my life and this persons influence has allowed me to do better things. Such things are not impressive nor interesting to you, but they are important to me.
The only part of the puzzle that doesnt really fit, is that I have neglected my photography and guitar and seemed to have replaced it with a relationship and truck loads of human anatomy. I know that this is undoubtedly not a common case, but this is it. I am hoping that this last piece will find a way to metamorph into shape and that this new found feeling of self-purpose will dig me out of this dry spell of inspiration.
Everything is going to change. I am going to Prague to study, which means moving forward to what I want to achieve. I will be leaving certain people and things behind, but this is all for the better. This is definitely good.
Going through some changes in my style; I am gaining new perspectives. This is also good. Progression is good. Expect more photographs soon. Hopefully next time when I press the shutter release on my camera, something beautiful will happen.
I am going to be a little busy for the next couple of months, and I may not be able to take many photographs. I will however upload if and when good snaps are taken.